Consciousness and Shapes of Consciousness 2 May 2007
Consciousness and Shapes of Consciousness
“nobody loves me”, I’m not good enough”, “I’m incapable ” …. Beliefs, they only want to be recognized as what they are; energy in a structured consciousness. How often I thought I had recognized and accepted a belief as it is, but then I realized I haven’t. I discussed and negotiated with that belief and its structure. Through my inner talks I tried to convince myself that it is not true what my inner voices were telling me. Discussing, negotiating, convincing….this is not recognizing and accepting what Is. At the moment I recognize a belief in its base I feel the illusion in it, I do not say or think it is a illusion, no, I feel it, I perceive it. This is a major difference. When I’m aware of the illusion then I feel the energy, I perceive the shape of this consciousness. Each belief is as a personality in itself, an aspect, a consciousness who has become a shape in a structured expression. At the moment I recognize the illusion in it I’m free of the identification with that belief. Before I believed that I am what the belief was telling me, now I’m realizing and recognizing that this what I’m experiencing at this moment is nothing else then the expression of this shape of consciousness and its structure. I created this aspect, this shape of consciousness in earlier times. Through this creation and identification with it I was able to experience in the physical and non-physical world how does it feel to Be “nobody loves me”, “I’m not good enough”, “I’m incapable” (and so on….)….including the whole diversity of all their expressions ….until I come to that point where I desire and allow clarity and the des-identification.
At the moment I realize and recognize all the expressions of a belief-structure, I realize and recognize the basic energy, the shape of this consciousness. At this point of recognition of this shape of consciousness as it Is I’m free to choose to go on in identification with it or to choose what ever I desire within my scope of experience. My experiences are depending on my choices, on nothing else.
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